Thursday, September 20, 2012

My Whole Heart

Today, I came across a beautiful message my friend recently discovered that spoke to my heart in a way I cannot adequately articulate. It touched me.  I am so grateful she shared it (thank you Alyse Saarelainen) and I could not resist sharing it with you.  

Escape your responsibilities of the world for one moment.  It is worth it.

Take a deep breath.

Listen to some inspiring music: 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23z40lx0Pew


And really read:

"We know that on some level Jesus experienced the totality of mortal existence in Gethsemane. It’s our faith that he experienced everything - absolutely everything. Sometimes we don’t think through the implications of that belief. We talk in great generalities about the sins of all humankind, about the suffering of the entire human family. But we don’t experience pain in generalities. We experience it individually. That means Jesus knows what it felt like when your mother died of cancer - how it was for your mother, how it still is for you. He knows what it felt like to lose the student body election. He knows that moment when the brakes locked and the car started to skid. He experienced the slave ship sailing from Ghana toward Virginia. He experienced napalm in Vietnam. He knows about drug addiction and alcoholism. He knows the pain you live with when you come home to a quiet apartment where the only children who ever come are visitors, when you hear that your former husband and his new wife were sealed in the temple last week, when your fiftieth wedding anniversary rolls around and your husband has been dead for two years. He knows all that. He’s been there. He’s been lower than all that.


Give him your whole heart, all the pieces, and let him heal you.

...If one great constant in the universe is the unfailing love of the Savior, the other great constant is his unfailing respect for human agency. He will not override your will, even for you own good. He will not compel you to accept his help. He will not force you to accept his companionship. He leaves you free to choose.

He’s not waiting for us to be perfect. Perfect people don’t need a Savior. He came to save us in our imperfections. He is the Lord of the living, and the living make mistakes. He’s not embarrassed by us, angry at us, or shocked. He wants us in our brokenness, in our unhappiness, in our guilt and our grief."
- Chieko M. Okazaki from Lighten Up



I know that my Redeemer lives.  He is the reason I live.
Give him your whole heart and let Him heal you.
I promise, you will not regret it.

Monday, September 17, 2012

Man V. Mud



I am sorry that I have been checked out of life for the last month—Good News: I am back!

My latest adventure: Man V. Mud. 

Labor Day Weekend was a giant family party for me. We caravanned to Logan to participate in one of the largest mud races in the nation.  Surrounded by loved one and pits of warm, slimy mud, we laughed our way across Logan's beautiful terrain.  Needless to say, it was messy!!!!


Splashing, tackling, sliding, trekking, climbing, wrestling, you name it...it happened.









Carson was out of control the entire time. Seriously.  
He had us all laughing, wrestling, and tricking the entire time.  
I love that he fits so perfectly into my family.


No Party without a Dance Party. 
We are literally in our own worlds dancing. Hilarious moments were captured. 







My Momma and Her Girlies