Sunday, February 26, 2012

21


21 Years Old=21 Years to Be Grateful

 From a surprise 12am visit with a homemade cake... to 7am breakfast in bed (YUMMY Mickey Mouse Pancakes w/ my favorite fruit)....
To crazy birthday dinners with my family and close loved ones. 
I am very grateful for the wonderful people that consume my life;
I count it to be among one of my greatest blessings. 
I am SO very blessed and I simply don't deserve it.
Thank you for making this THE BEST 21st Birthday a girl could ask for.


One of the best parts about birthdays...I get to spend them EVERY YEAR with my best friend!!!!!!




Sunday, February 5, 2012

The Truth is at Our Fingertips


Today, I just finished the Book of Mormon again. I testify with everything I am that this is a true book.  I remember the first time I completed the Book of Mormon, individually: I was a young teenager on a road trip with my family and we were crossing the Indian Reservation in Arizona.  [Now thinking back on it, I was amongst the descendants of this sacred book…how cool is that?!!!!] The spirit consumed my entire body and tears started streaming down my face as I took upon myself Moroni’s challenge and prayed about the truthfulness of this book.  My soul began to burst with one of the purest and strongest joys I had ever felt.  Six or seven years later, I still remember how powerful and overriding those feelings were and still are when I read it. I can feel a physical difference in my life when I read it compared to when I do not.  When I was younger, I found the language harder to understand and the material hard to relate to.  Now, I can see EVERY single stage I enter in my life directly weaved into this sacred book; it is applicable in every aspect of life. When I read those words, I am receiving advice, wisdom, and love DIRECTLY FROM GOD.  Along with the Bible, the Book of Mormon is another testament of Jesus Christ.  We have the truth and knowledge at our fingertips. I know it is true without a doubt in my mind. 

I echo Elder Holland’s words: 

"Now, I did not sail with the brother of Jared. I did not hear King Benjamin speak his angelically delivered sermon. I was not among the Nephite crowd who touched the wounds of the resurrected Lord, nor did I weep with Mormon and Moroni over the destruction of a civilization. But my testimony of this record and the peace it brings to the human heart—given to me through the whispering of the Holy Spirit just as it is given to you—is as binding and unequivocal as was theirs. I testify of this book as surely as if I had, with the Three Witnesses, seen the angel Moroni or, with the Eight Witnesses, handled the plates of gold.

I further testify that not one of us can come to full faith in this latter-day work and thereby find the fullest measure of peace and comfort in our times until he or she embraces the divinity of the Book of Mormon and the Lord Jesus Christ, of whom it testifies. As my great-great-great grandfather said in the early days of the Restoration, “No wicked man could write such a book as this; and no good man would write it, unless it were true and he were commanded of God to do so.”

Read it.

Happily Ever Afters

Love is a beautiful thing.  Ever since I was a little girl, I dreamed of the day that I would meet the man of my dreams and we would live happily ever after.  To this day, I still find myself delighted and in awe with love.  Call it a crime but occasionally escaping reality, by putting my “hopeless romantic shades” on, is my kind of living.  For example, I thoroughly enjoy looking at complete strangers’ engagement photography blogs and wedding videos despite my insanely-busy schedule.  It is so fascinating to see who people decide to share the rest of their life with and even more interesting to hear why. I cannot help it… I am a romance-supporting, love-observing, chick-flick lovin’ kind of a girl. There is something about someone selflessly giving up everything they have for another 
person that so sparks my interest.
  
There are billions of individuals on this Earth, no two individuals are exactly the same…not even identical twins…and yet every single person who has ever lived has the potential and yearning to love and be loved.   Some have lost hope in finding love.  As told by the increasing divorce statistics, marriage is hard to maintain. However, today, more than ever, it is important to realize that love is a verb; it is something we must do to feel.  We do not simply fall in and out of love.  Prince Charming will ride as quickly out of the relationship, on his white stallion, as he did in…if no work or effort is put into fostering the relationship.  

Elder Groberg described why love is a universal joy:

“Men give various reasons, but the real reason is that every person who comes to earth is a spirit son or daughter of God. Since all love emanates from God, we are born with the capacity and the desire to love and to be loved. One of the strongest connections we have with our premortal life is how much our Father and Jesus loved us and how much we loved Them. Even though a veil was drawn over our memory, whenever we sense true love, it awakens a longing that cannot be denied. Responding to true love is part of our very being. We innately desire to reconnect here with the love we felt there. Only as we feel God’s love and fill our hearts with His love can we be truly happy.”

In five days, I will be 21. I cannot believe I have already been alive for 21 years!  The people and places I have lived have enabled me to discover countless beauties of life.  One beauty I have better acquainted myself, in the recent years of my life, is…LOVE.   From the “butterflies” of the grade school crushes to the deep, powerful love that gives reason to life, my little heart has endured quite a spectrum of feelings for one of my age.  I would not trade one single memory, heartache, or love-filled relationship, for I am deeply grateful and humbled to have the depth and knowledge I acquired from each one.  I anticipate my definition of love to be built upon and enhanced in 50 years [“Then” by Brad Paisley articulates this concept]. Although I am still very young and far from the wisdom of my elders, I did not know a heart could experience so much love and yet also survive so much heartache and still keep pumping.  There are times where I feel like I am drowning in the vast pool of feelings contained within my heart. Yet, I cannot help but marvel at the grandeur of our hearts and the ability we have to feel love. 

  
I now am at the age where I am selecting my own “Prince Charming” to have a “Happily Ever After” for eternity.  Despite surmounting decisions to make and complicated circumstances, I refuse to believe that I, too, cannot have a beautiful love story.  I refuse to let the decisions I have to make and the fear of the unknown paralyze me and hinder my succession of such a dream. 



Love is beautiful. Love is real. Love is a choice. 

 Happy endings are not just in fairy-tales

 With trust in God, my fairy-tale can become a reality.